These are some quotes from the first two books. Some at the end I'm not sure which book of the series they're from.




TWILIGHT

I was aware of the time slipping away so quickly, like the black road beneath us, and I was hideously afraid that I would never have another chance to be with him like this again -- openly, the walls between us gone for once. His words hinted at an end, and I recoiled from the idea. I couldn’t waste one minute I had with him.



He grinned his crooked smile at me, stopping my breath and my heart. I couldn’t imagine how an angel could be any more glorious. There was nothing about him that could be improved upon.



His cold touch on my skin never failed to make my heart thud erratically. Twice, when that happened, I caught a look on his face that made me sure he could somehow hear it.



Part of me wanted to confront him and demand to know what is problem was. While I was laying sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would say. But, I knew myself too well to even think I would really have the guts to do it. I made the Cowardly Lion look like the Terminator.



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NEW MOON

Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew; knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones; knew it from the crown of my head, to the soles of my feet; knew it deep in my empty chest -- was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair.



Do you think I’ll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop trying to jump out of my chest whenever you touch me.



I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped. I was only human. But, I was getting better and the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The trade off was the never ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I’d chosen nothing.



I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now, if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it, I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life.



Jacob was simply a perpetually happy person, and he carried that happiness with him like an aura, sharing it with whoever was near him. Like an earthbound sun, whenever someone was within his gravitational pull, Jacob warmed them. It was natural, a part of who he was. No wonder I was so eager to see him.



I'd thought he had been healing the hole in me, or at least plugging it up, keeping it from hurting me so much. I'd been wrong. He'd just been carving out his own hole, so that I was now riddled through like Swiss cheese. I wondered why I didn't crumble into pieces.



A wide grin spread slowly across his face. He seemed extremely pleased with himself. It wasn’t the grin that I knew and loved, it was a new grin, one that was a bitter mockery of his old sincerity, on the new face that belonged to Sam.



Once you cared about a person, it was impossible to be logical about them anymore.



Every time he touched me, in even the most casual way, my heart had an audible reaction.



The phone rang and I sprinted downstairs to get it. There was only one voice I wanted to hear anything else would be a disappointment.



One side of his mouth pulled up into my favorite uneven smile.



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I'm not sure of the specific book for the following ;

I can't imagine why that would be frustrating at all. Just because someone refuses to tell you what they're thinking. Even if all the while they're making cryptic little remarks, specifically designed to keep you up at night wondering what they could possibly mean. Now why would that be frustrating?



"Don't be self-conscious," he whispered in my ear. "If I could dream at all, it'd be about you and I'm not ashamed of it."



This moment was so perfect, so right, there was no way to doubt it, his arms wrapped around me, holding me against him -- it felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire.



Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

Pain throws your heart to the ground.
Love turns the whole thing around.
No, it won't all go the way it should,
But I know the heart of life is good.



I've done all I can,
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands.
Now I'm starting to see,
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me.



"I know a boy. He puts the color inside of my world."



Baby you've got my only heart.
Yeah, you've got my only heart.



One more thing.
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard,
But it's all because of this desire.
I just wanna be liked.



Staying home alone on a Friday,
Flat on the floor looking back,
On old love, or lack thereof.
After all the crushes are faded,
And all my wishful thinking was wrong,
I'm jaded, I hate it, I'm tired of being alone.

I absolutely adore this show. So, I'm making yet another exception and posting non-lyrics.




Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past. And sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn't do.
Sometimes it feels like it was yesterday; graduating high school, saying goodbye. That feeling that you get at 17 or 18, that nobody in the history of the world has ever been this close, has ever loved so fiercely,  laughed as hard, or cared as much. It feels like it was yesterday, and sometimes it feels like someone else's memory.
Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know, its the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?







The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday wont be sunny and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair,  remember its only in the black of night that you see the stars and those stars see you back home. So, don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most.  Maybe you'll get more then you could have ever imagined. Who knows where life will take you, the road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.



Every once in a while people step, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope. In the words of children, in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love and if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.